Saturday, December 17, 2011

Tybee & The Dawn...

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
I haven't posted to my blog in about a week.  My ongoing issues with screwed up sleep patterns haven't gone away, so most of my fully awake time...well, as close as I've been able to get to being "fully awake"...has been at night.  Not a time of day conducive to going on one of my therapeutic photography walks. By the time the Sun starts to make an appearance, I am usually diving into a state of lethargy that kills any motivation I might have had hours prior.


For the past week I have been planning trips to 'my' beach over on Tybee Island for some photo snapping and a dose of Zen.  It is usually vacant on week days, and since it has still been pleasant during the day (we've been getting temperatures in the upper 60's to low 70's lately), I have been promising myself that I would pay a visit to the North Beach by the Tybee Lighthouse.  (The red circle at the North end of the above map is the area where what I call "My Beach" is.)  I haven't heard of any 'official' name for the North beach other than "North beach".  At the edge of the large gravel parking lot on the land side of the sand dunes that skirt the inner side of the beach, there are signs posted about the beach being a nesting place for Sea Turtles. I haven't encountered the turtles as of yet, but I hope to some day.  That would be an incredible thing to experience.   Anyway, I named the beach myself (other than the aforementioned "My Beach"), and call it Turtle Beach.  After a week of planned and fizzled trips to Turtle beach, I finally made it over there yesterday (Friday) morning.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
Just shy of 7:00 AM, I hopped in the car, swung past Mickey D's for a coffee, and headed over what I like to call the 'land bridge' to Tybee.  The sky was still pretty dull and dim, as the Sun hadn't started to make it's appearance yet.  To either side of the road over, the low lying marsh grasses were shrouded with thick fog that hugged the ground.  The brown grasses were completely hidden from view beneath the ethereal blanket of white.  There weren't many cars on the road at all.  The gate to Fort Pulaski came up on the left, and across the small stretch of water I could see the fog filled remains of the structure.  I would have loved to check the fort out under these conditions, but it obviously wasn't open for visitors.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
I reached the island, and turned off the main drag towards the lighthouse. Tybee is not a big island at all.  I don't know its exact measurements, but I would say in length (north to south) it's probably around 2 1/2 miles long. Width wise I would say about 3/4 of a mile.  There are quite a few houses on it, but they are very small at the base.  To add more room, owners have built the structures up since building out isn't really an option.  Most of the little houses are really quaint.  It goes without saying that the business district is small, many of the privately owned businesses catering to the tourist trade. They hold annual events on Tybee, none of which I have attended.  On an average Summer day the traffic is pretty thick, but a special event creates bumper to bumper madness.  Tybee fills up quickly on days like that.  

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
I have the luxury of living by the Bull River Bridge which connects Savannah to the "land bridge" over to Tybee.  It is the only way to get on or off of the island. If I feel like a trip to the island, I can look at the traffic level and that will help me decide whether it's worth it.  Yesterday morning, I knew it would be quiet on the roads and on the island...no events, so no crowds of people.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
When I pulled into the long gravel parking lot, there was only one vehicle (a non-descript and weathered white van) parked by the central wooden foot bridge over to the beach.  It took me a minute to find one of the 'pay parking' machines that was in working order.  I could see that the sky beyond the dunes was lighting up some, an almost neon looking orange brilliance cutting horizontal veins across the grey.  Having slipped my change in the meter, placed the little card it spit out on my dashboard, and grabbed my Batman bag containing my necessities, I started snapping shots of the brightening dawn as I mounted the walkway.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
A dread-locked gentleman who I can only assume was the vans' owner, was the only other life on the beach other than a huge colony of Seagulls foraging for munchies in the sand near the breakwater.  The man was standing by one of the wooden swings near the mouth of the sandy pathway I was exiting, and as I got closer I could see the massive lens protruding from his camera.  It appeared that he was there to snap pictures of the dawn, too.  Thankfully, he was wrapping things up just as I got there.  One person wouldn't have harshed my mellow that much, but I had been looking forward to flying solo.  As he headed towards the parking lot, I continued snapping pictures of the brilliant orange orb.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
The temperature was right around 50 degrees, so my denim jacket was a welcome companion.  I proceeded to walk to the waters' edge, and to take in my surroundings.  The loose sand of the beach away from the water was covered in foot altered mounds that looked like hundreds of tiny sand dunes. The shadows cast around them by the rising sun added to the image.  The top of the sand was also peppered by bits of shell and the occasional fleck of beach glass.  The Sun caused them to glint like tiny diamonds.  I tried to capture the sparkling effect in a picture, but couldn't.  Near the path back to the parking lot was a mound of beach chairs, secured together until busier times.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)


(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
From the lacy layers of foam created by the tides washing up on the smooth tan of the shore, to the barnacle and fungus encrusted rocks of the breakwater, "Turtle Beach" delivered exactly what I went there for.  Some time to unwind and get out of my own head.  To listen to the sounds of the water and waves...to meditate through exercising my creativity.  Spending time in a natural setting, and feeling the cycles of time and tide moving around me.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
After spending a little over an hour on the beach, I decided to drive around Tybee a bit before heading       back.  I made my way to the southern end of the island, where I found another walkway to the beach.  I still had some time on my parking pass from before, so I pulled over and hopped out for some more photos.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
Like the other beach, it was devoid of people.  There seemed to be quite a bit more plant life closer to the water.  From my vantage point on the wooden foot bridge, I could tell that this most likely wasn't a swimmers beach.  The water was obviously filled with chaotic currents that buffeted against one another.  It was quite obvious that the stretch of water out there held a lot of rough and treacherous rip currents.  However, the churning water did look quite beautiful sparkling in the suns rays.

(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
(Photo: Lisa Erin Brown)
When I got home I felt so relaxed.  So calm.  I am looking forward to my next photo taking journey.  It will definitely be sooner than later.
 

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Full Moon In The Nick of Time...

(Photo:  Lisa Erin Brown)
I have been mentally tapped from my persistent 'wonky' sleep pattern, but I can't complain about being up all night when it comes to sights like the one pictured.  The full Moon was really beautiful, and thanks to my boyfriend giving me the heads up, I was able to snap off some pictures of it before the thickening cloud cover masked it.  The only disappointment I felt was that I wouldn't be able to witness the full lunar Eclipse that was going to happen early this morning.  The west coast of the US would see the beginning of it, but here on the east coast, zipp-o.  Hopefully, I'll get to see the next one.
(Photo:  Lisa Erin Brown)

(Photo:  Lisa Erin Brown)

(Photo:  Lisa Erin Brown)

(Photo:  Lisa Erin Brown)

Full Moon In Gemini & Full Lunar Eclipse...

(Artist:  David Palladini)
The current Full Moon of December 10, 2011, is in the sign of Gemini.  This Moon also has the distinction of experiencing a full lunar Eclipse.  The Sun, in the sign of Sagittarius, sits directly opposite the moon in Gemini, which creates an environment for the harmonizing of energies as opposed to said energies getting pulled apart in opposition. A Full Moon causes one to react, but no matter what is triggered you can choose to respond maturely.  During the Gemini Full Moon you may feel some mental and emotional turbulence, as if you are being tossed around.  You will come out the other side better for it.

Gemini is the sign of the twins, and as such appears to evoke things in multiples.  For this lunar cycle, there are three layers of positive energy:

  • 1st:   Full Moon
  • 2nd:  Lunar Eclipse
  • 3rd:  Uranus in Aries shifting into Direct Motion 



Any issues or habits buried or hidden in darkness will become illuminated, as the time is ripe for addressing them.  Under Gemini, there is potential to be innocently curious.  There is also the possibility of signals getting crossed, and communication and emotions getting confused.  Ones energy may feel scattered  and low.  There is also potential for verbal attacks that trigger intense emotional reactions.  Comfort yourself.  Release the struggle, and allow the energy to flow.  Shifts in feelings and in thinking become possible as you work the energy potential.

As for the full Eclipse, it suggests there is great potential for the discovery of things hidden, and/or the need of clearing things away from our lives. The Lunar Eclipse signifies the ending of a life chapter.  Healing from lingering issues, and emotional residue is vital to get into clear space.  Let those things you are releasing go with honor. The symbolism of the Eclipse and Full Moon in Gemini suggests we look honestly under our emotions or guilt.  Which perception has generated the tension and/or fear?
Uranus in Aries, now in Direct Motion, will increase the over all tempo considerably over the next few months as it begins to build pressure towards square aspect to transiting Pluto in Capricorn.  It says, no more procrastinating.  Make a choice, and own it.  If you have the courage to dispense with playing the Blame Game, and accept personal responsibility for your self, and the choices you make, you can make the most of the opportunities occurring during this time.

There is potential to make a huge shift in your life now.  Do your part to acknowledge your role, and allow yourself to heal.



The following on this December full Moon, which is also known as the Full Cold Moon, is from the Old Farmer's Almanac:


  • The Full Cold Moon; or the Full Long Nights Moon - December:  During this month the winter cold fastens its grip, and nights are at their longest and darkest.  It is also sometimes called the Moon before Yule.  The term Long Night Moon is a doubly appropriate name because the midwinter night is indeed long, and because the Moon is above the horizon for a long time.  The midwinter full Moon has a high trajectory across the sky because it is opposite a low Sun.


Saturday, December 3, 2011

'Tis The Season...


In a little over three weeks, it will be Christmas Day, 2011.  Doesn't seem possible.  The year certainly has flown....and Christmas time certainly has changed.  The meaning behind the day has evolved into one of commercialism.  Changing times, and the ridiculous need to make many things "politically correct", have somehow diluted the magic of the day.  "Happy Holidays", or "Season's Greetings" have become the only acceptable greetings for this time of year.  What's wrong with the local shops putting up "Merry Christmas" signs in their front windows?  It has gotten to the point where I see "Happy Hanukkah" and "Happy Kwanzaa" more than "Merry Christmas".  I don't see what the big deal is.  The Earth is covered with people of different races, and beliefs.  Why can't we acknowledge holidays individually?  Each holiday has it's uniquenesss, but in some ways they do relate.  They are about family, and friends.  They are about gathering together, or connecting over long distances.  They are about breaking bread and being thankful.  They are about giving.  I am being reminded of a company I worked for.  For 14 years I worked for an entertainment company in Los Angeles.  For several of those years it was part of my job to decorate the office lobby for the holidays.  Tree, wreaths, poinsettias, and Menorah.  We had employees who celebrated Christmas and who celebrated Hanukkah.  I grew up celebrating Christmas, but I have always enjoyed experiencing other celebrations.  True, a Menorah on the reception desk wasn't necessarily a traditional setting for the candle lighting, but one of our Jewish employees would light the candle and say the appropriate prayer in Hebrew.  I enjoyed being a part of the moment. The world is full of different cultures and beliefs.  We are all different...yet we are all the same.  "Happy Hanukkah".  "Merry Christmas".  We feel what we do at this time of year, and we observe things the way we observe them.  A sign isn't going to change that.


Historically, Christmas sprang from Pagan roots.  Celebrations that spawned Christmas tradition were around long before the date of the birth of Christ. Many historians say that Christ wasn't even born in December, but was most likely born in September about six months after Passover.  

(Horus)
A bit of the back story on Christmas's Pagan roots.  In ancient Babylon, December 25th was a day of celebration.  A feast was held honoring Horus, the son of the Goddess Isis.


(Left: Saturn; Right: Mummers)
Saturnalia was the winter celebration in Ancient Rome, celebrated at the Winter Solstice.  It honored Saturn (Cronos), who was father to Greek and Roman Gods.  Saturn is also the youngest of the Titans, and the God of Agriculture.  Saturnalia was started around 217 BC as a morale booster for Romes citizens after Rome was defeated by the Carthaginians.  Also called the 'Birthday of the Unconquered Sun' (Dies Natalis Invicti Solis), the week long celebration ran from December 17th to the 23rd.  Although Saturnalia's dates are not exact to the date selected for the Christmas celebration, Saturnalia is said to have had great influence on the selection of the December date.  Saturnalia also influenced the days celebratory traditions.  Gift giving was part of the Saturnalia festivities, common gifts being candles and earthenware figurines.  The tradition of Christmas caroling was born out of Saturnalia, as ancient Romans started the tradition of the "Mummers". Participants would don costumes, and then travel from house to house, singing and dancing to entertain their neighbors.

(Right: Mithras)
Other Christmas traditions born from earlier times came from northern Europe.  Another celebration held at the Winter Solstice was Yule.  The celebration honors the birth of Mithras, the Pagan Sun God.  Yule is celebrated on the shortest day of the year.  As the days proceed, Mithras matures as the days get longer and warmer.  A symbolic tradition of lighting a candle was to encourage the reappearance of the Sun and Mithras the following year. Originally celebrated by historic Germanic people as a Pagan religious festival, Yule was celebrated from late December to early January as determined by the Germanic calendar.  It was moved to December 25th when the Christian (Julian) calendar was adopted.  Since Yule is not etymologically Christian, in the Nordic countries it is also celebrated by non-Christians, and the non-religious.

(Pagan Year Wheel)
The Pagan symbol for the year is a wheel, and Yule means 'wheel'.  A Yule tradition is the Pagan burning of the Yule log to honor the Sun God.  Originally, the Yule log was an entire tree.  With great ceremony, the tree would be dragged into the home, the stump end being put into the hearth fire while the rest of the tree stuck out into the room.  It eventually evolved into the burning of the largest log possible.  (For some more background on the Yule log and how to make one of your own, click this link.)  The Yule log is also made in an edible form...a log shaped cake most often decorated with mushroom shaped confections.

(Left: Yule Log for burning; Right: Yule Log cake)
(Left: Mistletoe; Right: Holly King / Spirit of Yule)
Mistletoe is considered sacred at Yule time, and the custom of kissing beneath it started as a fertility ritual.  Mistletoe is 'hemi-parasitic', meaning it grows on the limbs of various trees.  There are a number of trees around the condos here that have Mistletoe growing in their top most branches.  I don't know about other places, but here in the southern US, people shoot Mistletoe out of trees with shotguns.  Don't think my neighbors would appreciate that.  (*grin*) Holly was also presented to honor the Sun God.  The berries were thought to be the food of the Gods.

(My fake tree)
The Tradition of a tree was also begun in celebration of the Winter Solstice.  I haven't put a tree up for several years, but I got the urge this year to have a decorated tree.  I am a big fan of trees, and I know that Christmas trees are grown for the specific purpose of being cut down, sold, and decorated, but...well, not only are cut Christmas trees expensive, I couldn't bring myself to think of buying a 'dead' tree.  That's how I see them.  They are on a weak form of life support in the guise of sugar water, as they slowly dry and turn brown.  I have developed too much respect for trees to buy a cut one.  I ended up doing something I said I would never do.  I got a fake one.  A six foot tall, $20, pine tree.  Yes, it's a bit skinny and too uniform (real trees do have more character), but it's adding festive vibes to this years' holiday season.  That's enough for me.  We have a tree, and I don't have to feel bad for a 'dead' tree.
(Left: Tree Farm)

As part of Winter Solstice celebrations, live evergreen trees were brought into homes.  They were decorated with candles instead of lights.  A star or Angel was placed at the top to represent the Star of Bethlehem, or the host of Angels.

The declaration of December 25th as the day for the celebration of Christ's birthday is said to have been given by Pope Julius I.  It is said that he picked that day to make the presence of a new religion more palatable to the Romans who celebrated Saturnalia during that time.  Having Christmas and Saturnalia celebrations in tandem made the new religion go down a bit easier since they would still have their feasts.

As to where Christmas as it is known today originated, many historians agree that it started in Germany because early records describe an evergreen tree being decorated ( "Weihnachtsbaum") as a part of a Christian celebration in the Alsace region of Germany in the 16th Century.  It can also be traced earlier to 15th Century Livonia (Latvia and Estonia in the present-day).


What traditions am I going to honor this year?  Well, it will just be two of us here on the marsh (no complaints there).  There will be some present opening, and some phone calls to relatives in other states.  I would love to observe the tradition of burning the Yule log, but we might get a fine out of it.  I expect I'll just play things by ear, and see where the spirit takes me.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Paint & Words of Winter...

The Winter Solstice is a little less than a month away.  In anticipation of the coming seasonal shift, I put together a selection of winter themed paintings and quotes.  Yes, the theme of each painting is 'winter', but the key player in them all is the presence of snow.  Snow is one of the first things that comes to my mind when thinking about winter. 

Unfortunately, during my lifetime I never lived in a region where the winters brought snow.  Ice storms, yes...snow, not really.  For those that do enjoy the white powder of winter, I hope you get a white Christmas this year.

("Winter Landscape With People Strolling on the Banks of a Frozen River Where children Play"; Gijsbrecht Leytons)
"When the bold branches
Bid farewell to rainbow leaves-
Welcome wool sweaters."

~B. Cybrill

("Boulevard Saint-Denis, Argenteuil, in Winter"; Claude Monet; c. 1875)
"Winter is the time for comfort - it is the time for home."

~ Edith Sitwell

("Winter"; Alexey Savrasov; c. 1873)
"There is a privacy about it which no other season gives you...
In spring, summer, and fall, people sort of have an open
season on each other; only in the winter, in the country, can you 
have longer, quiet stretches when you can savor belonging
to yourself."

~Ruth Stout

("Winter Landscape"; Joseph Tomanek; c. 1920)
"Over the river and through the wood,
To grandfather's house we go;
The horse knows the way to carry the sleigh,
Through the white and drifted snow."

~ Lydia Maria Child

("A Street Scene in Winter, Copenhagen"; Fischer Paul)
"Every mile is two in winter."

~ George Herbert

("Skating To Nirvana"; Barend Cornelius Koekkoek)
Winter came down to our home one night
Quietly pirouetting in on silvery-toed slippers of snow,
And we, we were children once again.

~ Bill Morgan, Jr.

"The snow doesn't give a soft white damn whom it touches."

~ E. E. Cummings

("Winter Stream"; Elizabeth Hubbell, c. 1960)
"In the bleak midwinter Frosty wind made moan,
Earth stood hard as iron,
Water like a stone;
Snow had fallen,
Snow on snow,
Snow on snow,
In the bleak midwinter,
Long ago."

~ Christina Rosetti

("Snowy Day"; Mario Zampedroni; c. 2010)
"I like these, cold grey winter days.  Days like this let you savor a bad mood."

~ Bill Watterson

("Winter Lady - Cardinal"; Robert Bateman; c. 1983)
"Over the land freckled with snow half-thawed,
The speculating Rooks at their nests cawed
And saw from elm tops, delecate as flowers of grass,
What we below could not see, winter pass."

~ Edward Thomas

"Winter, a lingering season, is a time to gather golden moments,
embark upon a sentimental journey, and enjoy every idle hour."

~ John Boswell

("Winter Sun Dawn"; Yuliy Yulevich (Julius) Kleuer; c. 1981)

"I prefer winter and fall, when you feel the bone structure of the landscape -
the loneliness of it, the dead feeling of winter.  
Something waits beneath it.  The whole story doesn't show."

~ Andrew Wyeth


Friday, November 25, 2011

New Moon In Sagittarius...

(Artist:  David Palladini)

Today, Thursday, November 25th, is a New Moon in the sign of Sagittarius. There is also a total Eclipse of the Moon.  Over all, this will be a good time to take a good look at the bigger picture of life.  The Moon signifies the inner self, the private more instinctual self.  The New Moon is when the time is ripe for regrouping, forming new plans, and experiencing new beginnings.  The Solar Eclipse signifies a new chapter with  new beginnings intertwined with expansive vision.

There is a positive Trine aspect between the New Moon/Solar Eclipse in Sagittarius, and the rather unpredictable Uranus in Aries Retrograde.  The impulsive and wild Retrograde energy will act as a catalyst to the fiery impulses of the New Moon.  This energy will help to jump start us and to get us moving to seek and pursue the positive in our quest in life.  Pay attention to the positive miracles manifesting around you.  Experience the joy.


There is also a Grand Trine with Mars in Virgo, Jupiter in Taurus Retrograde, and Pluto in Capricorn (all earth signs).  We can take grounded action towards making our visions and ideals manifest.  The energy produced by this Grand Trine acts as a support for the other energies present during the cycle.  Even if there are snags in communications, things will still move forward.

The Sun, Moon, Mercury, and Venus are all in Sagittarius.  Expect to feel extra vocal with an urge to be rather boisterous and speak your mind.  The energy might also produce the need of being drawn to seek meaningful experiences, and to look for social situations that add more spice.  Look for new ideas and ways to venture outside of the box.

Chiron is in Pisces, making a tense Square to the New Moon.  It suggests that we need to heal wounds of separation between our 'higher' mind, and our logic mind ~ between our Divine aspect, and our human aspect.  Take apart the illusion and limitation of statements or false beliefs, such as "I'm only human".  Rise up and claim your sacred power, and your stance in life.  We must experience and feel our wholeness.  Gage how sensitive issues are to you to know what is worth healing, and what should be dissolved/let go.

This is a great time to set fresh intensions/goals for yourself, and take steps to make them real in your life.  Relax and let visions or inspirations come to you.  They may appear in a flash, but you will know them when you experience them.

With all of the mutable energy (Sagittarius) and fire signs being activated, we can be over impulsive in speaking, spending, and/or acting.  You may feel scattered or spread too thin, and need to regroup or get clear on your intention. Remember, because you have been feeling the need to speak your truth, allow others to do the same.  Don't stay on your soap box too long.  If the need arises to revise your plans or to regroup and re-energize, listen and step back for a bit.  It is important to refuel if your energy is running low.

The Solar Eclipse in Sagittarius invites us to find and pursue our quest, and to feel passionate about our lives. We must seek meaningful experiences for fueling inner passion for living.  Aim for the stars and align your potential.


  • Chiron:     A minor planet in the outer solar system.  Discovered in 1977 by Charles T. Kowal, it is the first known member of a newer class of objects known as "Centaurs".  Classified as both an asteroid, and a comet, its orbit is between Saturn and Uranus.  Chiron is named for the eldest and wisest Centaur of Greek mythology, an immortal god who was son of the Titan, Kronos, and half brother to Zeus.

  • Grand Trine:     An aspect representing very easy energy.  It nourishes the continuous use of natural talents and abilities, is an area of comfort, and can assist life in being either positive or negative.

  • Retrograde:     The appearance of a planet moving backward.  It creates frustration, delays, nervousness and the feeling that the same or a similar experience is being repeated.

  • Square:     An aspect representing harsh energy.  It creates conflict, intensity, stress, the feeling of being out-of-balance.  It promotes self growth.  The aspect can be negative.

  • Trine:     An aspect of easy energy.  It creates an ease in life, enhances natural talents or abilities, and is an enjoyable area of life.  Trines are generally positive.